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sometimes I get on the computer (more like every time) and I have every intention of writing a good entry about things that are going on, but when the window actually comes up, I dont really know what to write about. O well, anyway. . .

1st semester is over, the only demo I have left is Jazz/Tap (which will be death DEATH!!!) Other than that demos have been really great, I got a B+/A- on my VPS demo today. Its been fun, this whole AMDA thing.

Nick is gone for about a week. :(

Can I just say what a crazy time it has been since I've moved to New York? It is so amazing how much a person can change. And how much you learn about yourself. Honsetly, when I think about who I was when I left in June, and what I thought, and the things that were important to me, and the way I had my priorities set up, and then I think about how those things are now.....they just dont line up. And I still know that they arent how they should be. But they are getting there. Especially after an event that happened between me and a certain someone the other day, I've really been thinking about what's important. Thinking about why I'm here. SO, I've started to refocus (although today I took a step backward when I called in sick to work, just cuz I didnt want to go). Anyway, I know the direction that I need to go in with things. With School, and family, and money, and with Nick. I have goals; short term and long term. Things are gonna be ok. No, things are gonna be great!

I AM SO HOMESICK!!

**I forgive you. Everything is ok. I miss you, and know that when I got upset with you, I really did understand you. You did everything you could. You really tried.  Everyone knows that you tried, and it sucks that you didnt really get that chance to show us, but we KNOW. The people who matter know. J-BUD loves you. I'm sorry. Goodnight! Sleep well!  "Three little birds sit by my doorstep, singing sweet songs, a melody pure and true, this is my message to you...dont worry about a thing, cuz every little thing is gonna be alright!"**

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Well then, what to say?

I just want to acknowledge that I have really outstanding friends! Because (despite the fact that there were a few minor slip ups, so I kind of had some idea of what was going on).....

THEY THREW A SURPRISE PARTY!!

It was so much fun. . . one of the best birthdays ever! (Not to mention i didnt have to pay for any of the drinks)

So yea, as of today, I can legally drink in CANADA! (not that I think I'll ever be going to canada anytime soon)

SIDE NOTE: Kristin's concert was OUT OF CONTROL!!! SHE WAS SO SO SO SO good!, AND i saw "Movin' Out" and I  LOOOOVED it, WAY good!

Special thanks to Alex, Nick, & Alisha

ITS GOOD TO BE LOVED!

Tonight at 8 . . . .

KRISTIN CHENOWETH

@ Carnegie Hall

I am so ###### excited! dgj;elfkgd;flaskga ;flkgja l

Well....

It's been a really great couple of days! I'm having so much fun. I'm so comfortable...he's so comfortable. And I'm so happy that he's silly!

AND, he remembered! he gets SO many "points" for that!

AND, communication is outstanding!

AND, there is still a lot of room to grow, which is so exciting.

So here's to him!

PS - I fell last night after we went to the pier, and now i have a bruise on my neck!    ;-)

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I've learned a lot in the last two weeks. Mostly a lot about myself, and about how things work in the world.

I am "out" to my family! ::is SOO relieved::

You really never know whats going to happen. Just always have a positive outlook! NO MORE DRAMA! just stay away, its pointless!

I have WONDERFUL, AMAZING FRIENDS & FAMILY! I want to extend a sincere thanks to everyone who left a comment on my live journal (especially danny and lindsay) and a special thanks to LEX who saved me from my house, and reness parents and kevin and his family! EVERYONE helped me so much!

I really have a whole lot more than I ever thought I did! Its time to stop taking things for granted, and really appreciate . . . LIFE!  i know its cliche, but TOTALLY true!

Anyway, the boy thing is totally not cunfusing anymore, and its moving at a pace that I think we both appreciate, and we BOTH see it going somewhere! (YAY!)

PS - I love you renee!!